Just wanted to see this post one last time. Wife saw the OP pic while changing apps. Had a long argument. She just knew what it was and I'm not gonna pretend either.
Everyday with her is a blessing to me. I had dinner, long passionate hours of sex, sloppy kisses, you name it. But now I can't even look at her because I hang my neck in shame. I want to build a life with her, not this fucking abomination of an obsession. Sleeping on the couch tonight.
Her trust in me is shattered now. Never been so fucking broken before I've ever been.
May God strike you and us all down for the rot in our brains. I'll never be able to forgive myself now. She's refused to forgive me too.
I don't know how I'm gonna see myself in the mirror and face myself let alone God.
So yes anons, we truly are pathetic.